HI world ):

Guess what?
I'm confused.

No where else to go except to blog about this shit.
I don't care if you wanan read okay. Go ahead.

Why oh why?

I recently met this guy A recently. guy A is the niest person ever. We went out, we talked. We acted like a couple already. I already feel I love him. I never felt as loved before. guy A is really someone. I know he is really special. He cares, a lot. Like, really one in a million. I swear.

Then there's B (Amirul, baby). He's been away for a long timee. I'm stll waiting for that one msg. Today is Thursday, he should be back! Gahh! It's almost a week.

Guy A said to just leave B because B is not worth it. If B is worth it, he would have not left me for 2 weeks when he wanted to settle stuffs. B is not in NS and if he is, how would I be? The same I would be now?

GAH!
A is psycho-ing me so bad.
But I know B is something.

As for qualities, for whom can provide for me better.
I know it's B. A is there, loving and stuff. But I do want to think about my future and my family name and what not.

I want a bright future. :(
I have high expectations for everything.

A can't do that for now, but B can.

SO CONFUSING. :(

I wanna talk to B.
I don't wanna talk to A.

I cried to A when I talked about B..
He knows I love B as much.

Gah.

Another depressing news.

Sofyan's cousin smsed me saying he has passed on?
I don't know whether this is true or not. *sigh*
Sigh. If he really did pass, you know who to blame?

ME.

I guess it's true.
Sighhhhh.

You know why?
Cos I fucking broke his heart, why?
Cos I had B.

What is wrong?
is B the cause of everthing that is going wrong?

I'm SUCH A FUCKING SELFISH BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>;l

10:07 PM| back to top

HI world ):

Guess what?
I'm confused.

No where else to go except to blog about this shit.
I don't care if you wanan read okay. Go ahead.

Why oh why?

I recently met this guy A recently. guy A is the niest person ever. We went out, we talked. We acted like a couple already. I already feel I love him. I never felt as loved before. guy A is really someone. I know he is really special. He cares, a lot. Like, really one in a million. I swear.

Then there's B (Amirul, baby). He's been away for a long timee. I'm stll waiting for that one msg. Today is Thursday, he should be back! Gahh! It's almost a week.

Guy A said to just leave B because B is not worth it. If B is worth it, he would have not left me for 2 weeks when he wanted to settle stuffs. B is not in NS and if he is, how would I be? The same I would be now?

GAH!
A is psycho-ing me so bad.
But I know B is something.

As for qualities, for whom can provide for me better.
I know it's B. A is there, loving and stuff. But I do want to think about my future and my family name and what not.

I want a bright future. :(
I have high expectations for everything.

A can't do that for now, but B can.

SO CONFUSING. :(

I wanna talk to B.
I don't wanna talk to A.

I cried to A when I talked about B..
He knows I love B as much.

Gah.

Another depressing news.

Sofyan's cousin smsed me saying he has passed on?
I don't know whether this is true or not. *sigh*
Sigh. If he really did pass, you know who to blame?

ME.

I guess it's true.
Sighhhhh.

You know why?
Cos I fucking broke his heart, why?
Cos I had B.

What is wrong?
is B the cause of everthing that is going wrong?

I'm SUCH A FUCKING SELFISH BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>;l

10:07 PM| back to top

HI world ):

Guess what?
I'm confused.

No where else to go except to blog about this shit.
I don't care if you wanan read okay. Go ahead.

Why oh why?

I recently met this guy A recently. guy A is the niest person ever. We went out, we talked. We acted like a couple already. I already feel I love him. I never felt as loved before. guy A is really someone. I know he is really special. He cares, a lot. Like, really one in a million. I swear.

Then there's B (Amirul, baby). He's been away for a long timee. I'm stll waiting for that one msg. Today is Thursday, he should be back! Gahh! It's almost a week.

Guy A said to just leave B because B is not worth it. If B is worth it, he would have not left me for 2 weeks when he wanted to settle stuffs. B is not in NS and if he is, how would I be? The same I would be now?

GAH!
A is psycho-ing me so bad.
But I know B is something.

As for qualities, for whom can provide for me better.
I know it's B. A is there, loving and stuff. But I do want to think about my future and my family name and what not.

I want a bright future. :(
I have high expectations for everything.

A can't do that for now, but B can.

SO CONFUSING. :(

I wanna talk to B.
I don't wanna talk to A.

I cried to A when I talked about B..
He knows I love B as much.

Gah.

Another depressing news.

Sofyan's cousin smsed me saying he has passed on?
I don't know whether this is true or not. *sigh*
Sigh. If he really did pass, you know who to blame?

ME.

I guess it's true.
Sighhhhh.

You know why?
Cos I fucking broke his heart, why?
Cos I had B.

What is wrong?
is B the cause of everthing that is going wrong?

I'm SUCH A FUCKING SELFISH BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>;l

10:07 PM| back to top