HELLO D:

I've been babysitting and been rotting a lot lately.
So on Friday, we've decided to go to Changi. Such a random place, I know.

Well, bf HAD to wake up late, as usual. So we reached Changi and were lost. Walked to the other end when the rest were at the other end. It's like a Pasir Ris and Boon Lay thing. God. Finally we found them. 2 skinheads. 2 ex-punk. 1 skinbyrd. 1 punk. 1 metal. Lepak. Drink. And I swear to god the place was very windy making it very cold. The wind won't stop howling. Not even for a minute.

Dhouby punks were at Changi too. Don't really know them. MALAS NAK LAYAN AKA MNL. Went back, they swam in the warm waters. I actually fell asleep watching them swim. Tired. Sleepy. Marxie's bag went missing and people should be way more responsible for their belongings. Heh. Zzz. Went home.

I wonder. WHY ARE ALL LIBRAS, FLIRTS? Memang patot kau terase minah. _!_ Buto.
Everyone says your a flirt okay. Please die. Want penis just say okay. Sick of you. Fucker.

Today, was SUPPOSED TO MEET BF UP AT 3PM AT CAUSEWAY. But it didn't happened. I met up with Yus, Paii, Mus and Jani. I went to get my lip stud cos the ring was hurting a lot. Oh, cos my stud had to fall into Changi's worst toilet I've ever seen. Supposed to go town but didn't. City hall and lepaked with skinheads then I went off to meet SAMANTHA TAN. Dammit. I miss her soo much. Talked about this and that.
Feels good to see you again Sammy. <3

Just as I thought my life was safe from any problems, I was indeed wrong. My heart ache enough today. Boyfriend seriously needs a wake up call. I can't possibly be by his side 24/7. He needs to be more dependant. I'm not being selfish towards him. I'm just sick and tired of the same old thing. I don't even know whether all this is actually real or not. It feels too god damn good or fake to be exact to be true. God knows. What Yus and Paii said to me just now, might be exactly true.

As said, boys WILL BE boys.

I also found out Mister A was attached to Miss B. I guess I don't mean anything to you anymore. I mean, it's not that I don't want you attached. But by saying "I love you" to me always. It does mean something. Even if you mean it as a friend (which I know isnt). I know you feel guilty after I sent you that sms. I can see guilt in your eyes when I looked at you. Guilt that can't disappear easily. Bless your relationship. I feel cheated. Heartache.

Why are guys like that? Saying "I love you" is like saying "Hello" on a regular basis. I guess I was just used to suit their needs of love. Iqbar is gone. Mister A will be too. Who's next? Ijan?

I'm actually blogging on a Saturday.
I'm not tonning cos I refused to see bf. I'm tired, sleepy and exhausted. I only slept for 3 hours. Jeesh. Unlike someone.

Mother and Father must be very happy/proud of me.
:D

My relationship is damn shaky right now, when it's nearing 1 year.
Oh well.

I'm off.
Ciao.

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HELLO D:

I've been babysitting and been rotting a lot lately.
So on Friday, we've decided to go to Changi. Such a random place, I know.

Well, bf HAD to wake up late, as usual. So we reached Changi and were lost. Walked to the other end when the rest were at the other end. It's like a Pasir Ris and Boon Lay thing. God. Finally we found them. 2 skinheads. 2 ex-punk. 1 skinbyrd. 1 punk. 1 metal. Lepak. Drink. And I swear to god the place was very windy making it very cold. The wind won't stop howling. Not even for a minute.

Dhouby punks were at Changi too. Don't really know them. MALAS NAK LAYAN AKA MNL. Went back, they swam in the warm waters. I actually fell asleep watching them swim. Tired. Sleepy. Marxie's bag went missing and people should be way more responsible for their belongings. Heh. Zzz. Went home.

I wonder. WHY ARE ALL LIBRAS, FLIRTS? Memang patot kau terase minah. _!_ Buto.
Everyone says your a flirt okay. Please die. Want penis just say okay. Sick of you. Fucker.

Today, was SUPPOSED TO MEET BF UP AT 3PM AT CAUSEWAY. But it didn't happened. I met up with Yus, Paii, Mus and Jani. I went to get my lip stud cos the ring was hurting a lot. Oh, cos my stud had to fall into Changi's worst toilet I've ever seen. Supposed to go town but didn't. City hall and lepaked with skinheads then I went off to meet SAMANTHA TAN. Dammit. I miss her soo much. Talked about this and that.
Feels good to see you again Sammy. <3

Just as I thought my life was safe from any problems, I was indeed wrong. My heart ache enough today. Boyfriend seriously needs a wake up call. I can't possibly be by his side 24/7. He needs to be more dependant. I'm not being selfish towards him. I'm just sick and tired of the same old thing. I don't even know whether all this is actually real or not. It feels too god damn good or fake to be exact to be true. God knows. What Yus and Paii said to me just now, might be exactly true.

As said, boys WILL BE boys.

I also found out Mister A was attached to Miss B. I guess I don't mean anything to you anymore. I mean, it's not that I don't want you attached. But by saying "I love you" to me always. It does mean something. Even if you mean it as a friend (which I know isnt). I know you feel guilty after I sent you that sms. I can see guilt in your eyes when I looked at you. Guilt that can't disappear easily. Bless your relationship. I feel cheated. Heartache.

Why are guys like that? Saying "I love you" is like saying "Hello" on a regular basis. I guess I was just used to suit their needs of love. Iqbar is gone. Mister A will be too. Who's next? Ijan?

I'm actually blogging on a Saturday.
I'm not tonning cos I refused to see bf. I'm tired, sleepy and exhausted. I only slept for 3 hours. Jeesh. Unlike someone.

Mother and Father must be very happy/proud of me.
:D

My relationship is damn shaky right now, when it's nearing 1 year.
Oh well.

I'm off.
Ciao.

1:14 AM| back to top

HELLO D:

I've been babysitting and been rotting a lot lately.
So on Friday, we've decided to go to Changi. Such a random place, I know.

Well, bf HAD to wake up late, as usual. So we reached Changi and were lost. Walked to the other end when the rest were at the other end. It's like a Pasir Ris and Boon Lay thing. God. Finally we found them. 2 skinheads. 2 ex-punk. 1 skinbyrd. 1 punk. 1 metal. Lepak. Drink. And I swear to god the place was very windy making it very cold. The wind won't stop howling. Not even for a minute.

Dhouby punks were at Changi too. Don't really know them. MALAS NAK LAYAN AKA MNL. Went back, they swam in the warm waters. I actually fell asleep watching them swim. Tired. Sleepy. Marxie's bag went missing and people should be way more responsible for their belongings. Heh. Zzz. Went home.

I wonder. WHY ARE ALL LIBRAS, FLIRTS? Memang patot kau terase minah. _!_ Buto.
Everyone says your a flirt okay. Please die. Want penis just say okay. Sick of you. Fucker.

Today, was SUPPOSED TO MEET BF UP AT 3PM AT CAUSEWAY. But it didn't happened. I met up with Yus, Paii, Mus and Jani. I went to get my lip stud cos the ring was hurting a lot. Oh, cos my stud had to fall into Changi's worst toilet I've ever seen. Supposed to go town but didn't. City hall and lepaked with skinheads then I went off to meet SAMANTHA TAN. Dammit. I miss her soo much. Talked about this and that.
Feels good to see you again Sammy. <3

Just as I thought my life was safe from any problems, I was indeed wrong. My heart ache enough today. Boyfriend seriously needs a wake up call. I can't possibly be by his side 24/7. He needs to be more dependant. I'm not being selfish towards him. I'm just sick and tired of the same old thing. I don't even know whether all this is actually real or not. It feels too god damn good or fake to be exact to be true. God knows. What Yus and Paii said to me just now, might be exactly true.

As said, boys WILL BE boys.

I also found out Mister A was attached to Miss B. I guess I don't mean anything to you anymore. I mean, it's not that I don't want you attached. But by saying "I love you" to me always. It does mean something. Even if you mean it as a friend (which I know isnt). I know you feel guilty after I sent you that sms. I can see guilt in your eyes when I looked at you. Guilt that can't disappear easily. Bless your relationship. I feel cheated. Heartache.

Why are guys like that? Saying "I love you" is like saying "Hello" on a regular basis. I guess I was just used to suit their needs of love. Iqbar is gone. Mister A will be too. Who's next? Ijan?

I'm actually blogging on a Saturday.
I'm not tonning cos I refused to see bf. I'm tired, sleepy and exhausted. I only slept for 3 hours. Jeesh. Unlike someone.

Mother and Father must be very happy/proud of me.
:D

My relationship is damn shaky right now, when it's nearing 1 year.
Oh well.

I'm off.
Ciao.

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