HELLOOOOO :D
stalkers of all kind.

I'm Elfie, aged 16.
I'm sleepy.

Well, shall blog about yesterday.
Nothing much happened really. Thanks fiqqo for following me to Bugis to eat WANTON. I felt soo happy. We ate Wanton noodles. Met fikks at Bugis also. Coincidence okay. Haha, she didn't eat as she was afraid she would shit. HAH, the wanton was nice man. It's been soo long since I ate it.

Walked to City and they were complaining the whole way cos there was no ciggarets. Zzz, haha then proceeded to penin, I bought myself black skinnys cos mine the colour faded and shit like that. Went to cermin, lepaked. I got a called from Baha saying "Fikks kene rembat". Dots, so I rushed to payong and the rest followed.

Shall not elaborate anything about Fikks here. Whoever saw what happened, knows. If you don't, you don't need to. Fikks ah Fikks, I hope your okay. Left in the morning. I slept for a few hours only. Sleepy, weather's super hot okay!

Najib,
I still want forget everything about you. I might say I'm over but deep you inside, I'm still not. I've been soo much with you for the past 5/6 months and I can't seem to forget about the bittersweet memories which keeps on playing in my head. When I'm with you, I feel that the world around me change. I feel much better, happier. Since last week, everything seemed really awkward for us. We never held hands, you never sat beside me, we basically gave each other the "cold shoulder" when we met.

Having you around yesterday was a joy, you know I wanted to hug you but you refused and let me wait. Hah, finally you gave in cos you know I wanted it badly. When I lied at your lap, seeing you looking at me from above, you know I still love you alot. You know I followed along with you a lot yesterday. You kept giving me the hand signals, I thought I might be wrong, cos I thought I might mistaken the hand signals as "I LOVE YOU" as others, but after I figured and you finally told, I went all warm inside, cos you knew I loved you too. Thanks for everyting yesterday, thanks for the hugs and kisses although we're not really together anymore.

I do want to get back with you, it's just that I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I get back with you, I might lose the feelings again. I'm afraid history would repeat. I'm afraid of telling mum again. I'm afraid you might leave me when you leave sch. I'm afraid of everything, unless you could prove to me once again, your totally worth it. Baby, just give me a few more weeks, maybe I just need a little more time. I don't want to make the wrong decision again.

I love you baby and you know it.
Could this really be fate? I don't know, really.

And boy, if you don't like me, tell me. I don't mind. Cos I'm sick of waiting. If you don't wanna date me, it's okay. I totally understand. Maybe I'm probably not the one your looking for. Then too bad, stop wasting my time. I have a life to go on with. Don't waste my time loving you, I might as well give it back to someone who's probably still hurt. Don't call me desperate, cos I'm not. Puhhh-please. I don't have all day boy.

School tomm. I don't feel like studying today, super sleepy.
Heh. Nevermind.

Ciao.

5:22 PM| back to top

HELLOOOOO :D
stalkers of all kind.

I'm Elfie, aged 16.
I'm sleepy.

Well, shall blog about yesterday.
Nothing much happened really. Thanks fiqqo for following me to Bugis to eat WANTON. I felt soo happy. We ate Wanton noodles. Met fikks at Bugis also. Coincidence okay. Haha, she didn't eat as she was afraid she would shit. HAH, the wanton was nice man. It's been soo long since I ate it.

Walked to City and they were complaining the whole way cos there was no ciggarets. Zzz, haha then proceeded to penin, I bought myself black skinnys cos mine the colour faded and shit like that. Went to cermin, lepaked. I got a called from Baha saying "Fikks kene rembat". Dots, so I rushed to payong and the rest followed.

Shall not elaborate anything about Fikks here. Whoever saw what happened, knows. If you don't, you don't need to. Fikks ah Fikks, I hope your okay. Left in the morning. I slept for a few hours only. Sleepy, weather's super hot okay!

Najib,
I still want forget everything about you. I might say I'm over but deep you inside, I'm still not. I've been soo much with you for the past 5/6 months and I can't seem to forget about the bittersweet memories which keeps on playing in my head. When I'm with you, I feel that the world around me change. I feel much better, happier. Since last week, everything seemed really awkward for us. We never held hands, you never sat beside me, we basically gave each other the "cold shoulder" when we met.

Having you around yesterday was a joy, you know I wanted to hug you but you refused and let me wait. Hah, finally you gave in cos you know I wanted it badly. When I lied at your lap, seeing you looking at me from above, you know I still love you alot. You know I followed along with you a lot yesterday. You kept giving me the hand signals, I thought I might be wrong, cos I thought I might mistaken the hand signals as "I LOVE YOU" as others, but after I figured and you finally told, I went all warm inside, cos you knew I loved you too. Thanks for everyting yesterday, thanks for the hugs and kisses although we're not really together anymore.

I do want to get back with you, it's just that I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I get back with you, I might lose the feelings again. I'm afraid history would repeat. I'm afraid of telling mum again. I'm afraid you might leave me when you leave sch. I'm afraid of everything, unless you could prove to me once again, your totally worth it. Baby, just give me a few more weeks, maybe I just need a little more time. I don't want to make the wrong decision again.

I love you baby and you know it.
Could this really be fate? I don't know, really.

And boy, if you don't like me, tell me. I don't mind. Cos I'm sick of waiting. If you don't wanna date me, it's okay. I totally understand. Maybe I'm probably not the one your looking for. Then too bad, stop wasting my time. I have a life to go on with. Don't waste my time loving you, I might as well give it back to someone who's probably still hurt. Don't call me desperate, cos I'm not. Puhhh-please. I don't have all day boy.

School tomm. I don't feel like studying today, super sleepy.
Heh. Nevermind.

Ciao.

5:22 PM| back to top

HELLOOOOO :D
stalkers of all kind.

I'm Elfie, aged 16.
I'm sleepy.

Well, shall blog about yesterday.
Nothing much happened really. Thanks fiqqo for following me to Bugis to eat WANTON. I felt soo happy. We ate Wanton noodles. Met fikks at Bugis also. Coincidence okay. Haha, she didn't eat as she was afraid she would shit. HAH, the wanton was nice man. It's been soo long since I ate it.

Walked to City and they were complaining the whole way cos there was no ciggarets. Zzz, haha then proceeded to penin, I bought myself black skinnys cos mine the colour faded and shit like that. Went to cermin, lepaked. I got a called from Baha saying "Fikks kene rembat". Dots, so I rushed to payong and the rest followed.

Shall not elaborate anything about Fikks here. Whoever saw what happened, knows. If you don't, you don't need to. Fikks ah Fikks, I hope your okay. Left in the morning. I slept for a few hours only. Sleepy, weather's super hot okay!

Najib,
I still want forget everything about you. I might say I'm over but deep you inside, I'm still not. I've been soo much with you for the past 5/6 months and I can't seem to forget about the bittersweet memories which keeps on playing in my head. When I'm with you, I feel that the world around me change. I feel much better, happier. Since last week, everything seemed really awkward for us. We never held hands, you never sat beside me, we basically gave each other the "cold shoulder" when we met.

Having you around yesterday was a joy, you know I wanted to hug you but you refused and let me wait. Hah, finally you gave in cos you know I wanted it badly. When I lied at your lap, seeing you looking at me from above, you know I still love you alot. You know I followed along with you a lot yesterday. You kept giving me the hand signals, I thought I might be wrong, cos I thought I might mistaken the hand signals as "I LOVE YOU" as others, but after I figured and you finally told, I went all warm inside, cos you knew I loved you too. Thanks for everyting yesterday, thanks for the hugs and kisses although we're not really together anymore.

I do want to get back with you, it's just that I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I get back with you, I might lose the feelings again. I'm afraid history would repeat. I'm afraid of telling mum again. I'm afraid you might leave me when you leave sch. I'm afraid of everything, unless you could prove to me once again, your totally worth it. Baby, just give me a few more weeks, maybe I just need a little more time. I don't want to make the wrong decision again.

I love you baby and you know it.
Could this really be fate? I don't know, really.

And boy, if you don't like me, tell me. I don't mind. Cos I'm sick of waiting. If you don't wanna date me, it's okay. I totally understand. Maybe I'm probably not the one your looking for. Then too bad, stop wasting my time. I have a life to go on with. Don't waste my time loving you, I might as well give it back to someone who's probably still hurt. Don't call me desperate, cos I'm not. Puhhh-please. I don't have all day boy.

School tomm. I don't feel like studying today, super sleepy.
Heh. Nevermind.

Ciao.

5:22 PM| back to top