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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
HELLO :D
kpos. I just realise time part hot hot, time part breakup sumer bukan main lagi eh bace. Wah wah sumer tag pulak tu. So I must make my posts more dramatic and emoshit so that people would tag and read. HAHAH. K, not very funny. Anyway, forget about what I wrote yesterday. Pretend as if it didn't happen. I just I wasn't really in the right side of the mind. I truely love this boy. Although I broke up with him, I swear I still loved him a lot. I feel that's its all wasted if we end this now. He told me, he wants to be with me. We'll go through ups & downs of life together. We'll smile together and cry together if we have to. If we fall, we'll fall together. He wants to go through life with me. We'll go through challanges. Cos this is just one of it. Cos small problems comes in a big package. It's probably not easy to forgive and forget. But I did it. Maybe all this happens for a reason. He promised that he would change. I would change too, for us. Let's start a new chapter is so yesterday. Let's end the book. End it with "The End". Close it. Burn it and write a new book with a whole new beginning. That sounds soo much better. I would like to write this whole book again for the next 6 months. *thus, the skin. huahua. I met up with him again today and he gave me the longest and tightest hug ever. I swear I felt awkward cos you know.. still, I still get to hold that hand that I want to hold when I'm married. He shared me with his kisses again. Those kisses that were just him and no one else's. Those kisses that I adored truly from the guy I love most. I told him I felt did feel a bit awkward but I guess he understands. I so love him now. If all this didn't happen, I doubt he will change. So i guess this happens for a reason. I love you Muhammad Najib. As promised, I won't leave you, ever again. [; Although mum wasn't really into it, I totally ignored her as I think I guess it's just fair if I give him another go. Hey, it IS my life afterall. Thanks to Wahidah, Yus, Paii, Mus, Afrio and others who tried to cheer me up yesterday. I really appreciate it a lot. [; Let's start fresh again baby. I'm done. Ciao. |