HELLO D:
I shall blog, again.

I broke up with Najib again.
Cos people you people would want to know why.

Ever since I patched up with him, I felt fine. I realised that my feelings for him already faded. Maybe because I got over it. I went out with him for almost the whole week. I tried to love him the same, but I just can't. Maybe it's true, love can't be forced anyway. I can't let this go on, if I do, I would just be faking all of this. He would love me, but I don't love him. Then what's the use of this relationship. I might as well end it. I don't want to fake it. It's not fair. Life's always unfair anyway. I guess this is Karma?

I ended it. I know he might not get over it now, but I hope he does. I belive he can anyway. He says he doesn't understand why I'm doing this now. Even if I'm friends with him, he would still sorta hate me cos he can't get over me. Everything takes time. I can't do much about it.

Possibly, the ugliest side of any relationship.
Thanks for everything boy. Hugs, kisses, teddy.
Thanks a lot Muhammad Najib.

Maybe I haven't been the best girlfriend ever, but at least I knew I tried.
Broken promises, I'm sorry. I still do love you anyway, as much, just enough for a friend. I hope you understand. Let's move on. I have a life to go with anyway.

I'm going off.
School. Excited. :D

And boy, I can date you now.

Ciao.

Thanks for the memories. Although they are bittersweet anyway. [;

9:30 PM| back to top

HELLO D:
I shall blog, again.

I broke up with Najib again.
Cos people you people would want to know why.

Ever since I patched up with him, I felt fine. I realised that my feelings for him already faded. Maybe because I got over it. I went out with him for almost the whole week. I tried to love him the same, but I just can't. Maybe it's true, love can't be forced anyway. I can't let this go on, if I do, I would just be faking all of this. He would love me, but I don't love him. Then what's the use of this relationship. I might as well end it. I don't want to fake it. It's not fair. Life's always unfair anyway. I guess this is Karma?

I ended it. I know he might not get over it now, but I hope he does. I belive he can anyway. He says he doesn't understand why I'm doing this now. Even if I'm friends with him, he would still sorta hate me cos he can't get over me. Everything takes time. I can't do much about it.

Possibly, the ugliest side of any relationship.
Thanks for everything boy. Hugs, kisses, teddy.
Thanks a lot Muhammad Najib.

Maybe I haven't been the best girlfriend ever, but at least I knew I tried.
Broken promises, I'm sorry. I still do love you anyway, as much, just enough for a friend. I hope you understand. Let's move on. I have a life to go with anyway.

I'm going off.
School. Excited. :D

And boy, I can date you now.

Ciao.

Thanks for the memories. Although they are bittersweet anyway. [;

9:30 PM| back to top

HELLO D:
I shall blog, again.

I broke up with Najib again.
Cos people you people would want to know why.

Ever since I patched up with him, I felt fine. I realised that my feelings for him already faded. Maybe because I got over it. I went out with him for almost the whole week. I tried to love him the same, but I just can't. Maybe it's true, love can't be forced anyway. I can't let this go on, if I do, I would just be faking all of this. He would love me, but I don't love him. Then what's the use of this relationship. I might as well end it. I don't want to fake it. It's not fair. Life's always unfair anyway. I guess this is Karma?

I ended it. I know he might not get over it now, but I hope he does. I belive he can anyway. He says he doesn't understand why I'm doing this now. Even if I'm friends with him, he would still sorta hate me cos he can't get over me. Everything takes time. I can't do much about it.

Possibly, the ugliest side of any relationship.
Thanks for everything boy. Hugs, kisses, teddy.
Thanks a lot Muhammad Najib.

Maybe I haven't been the best girlfriend ever, but at least I knew I tried.
Broken promises, I'm sorry. I still do love you anyway, as much, just enough for a friend. I hope you understand. Let's move on. I have a life to go with anyway.

I'm going off.
School. Excited. :D

And boy, I can date you now.

Ciao.

Thanks for the memories. Although they are bittersweet anyway. [;

9:30 PM| back to top