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Sunday, May 25, 2008
Hello :D
blogging time.
im blogging while drying my nails. Not a very good idea, at all.

Anyway. Yesterday was Saturday. Boring ol' Saturdays. Met Marxie and Fikks who wanted to find jobs at Subway at Fareast. Met them and ika. Ika wanted to cut her hair. So yeah. It's nice. And Fikks made a new friend in the toilet. Fikks bought Dr.Martens boots. Wow. Headed to Carpark. Met the rest. Met Marxie and the others at cermin. Dinner. Kecoh. Camwhore.

Najib came and yes. It was our 5th Month Anni. YAY. So yes, chilled and I LIED. DENGAR TAU FIKKS. I LIED. Cos I wanted to ton with Najib only. Want to celebrate 5th month. Sorry ah fikks. Aku promise aku ton dgn kau next week ke biler biler kau nak. Went to Tree Aus but it was full. So went to Fushan Garden and drank. Hi-com. Faved. GLENS SUCKS BALLS OKAY. Najib steam cepat sey. First time I steam sikit. Eeyer. Dots. It was nice. When I'm alone with him. I can't help but to feel really really special. Thanks lar syg, and yes, happy 5th month.

Then I saw somethings more like pictures which made me changed my mood. Like super. I don't know who the fuck she is. But, I'm starting to think like what I'm not supposed to. You know, like how this all isn't true love and just probably puppy love. I started to think about my future. Somehow, I can't see him being with me. With his flirtatious attitude like this. I am confused. Somehow, I can see him running into ITE girls and having an affair with them. Somehow I can. I don't want to see it but I can. Maybe my mind is just playing tricks on me.

Somehow, it just sucks being me.
Yet at times, I think likewise. Sometimes I see him at "the one". We've been through a lot. I don't want to end cos it would be such a waste. He promised to be a better boyfriend. I trust him but to think about it, that trust I lost can't seem to return. *sigh* I am confused.

PMS? I don't know. Maybe.
Still, I miss Ally so bad. Ah well.

Still, I can't help but to love my boyfriend so much.
I belive I can do better than this.
I belive we can last long, we just have to commit.

Anyway,
Thanks boyfriend for that wonderful morning just now.
You know I know. I know you know. We enjoyed it. (:


get well soon kas
so that you can eat laksa with me.

Oh, I'm off.
Tomorrow Malay 'O' levels. Zoh-my-god.
I jus hope for a pass. Would be a miracle to get B3. :D

Happy 5th Month Najib I love you, loads.
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