HELLOO D:

Well. I'm feeling really really sad right now. No mood to blog basically. I'm just blogging cos I want to.

3 days of Motivation Workshop is super great. I learnt alot from it. "I am gifted, so are you". Yeah I am. I got the skills, I got the brains I got the time and yeah I got everything now. I just now need to apply it all to my 'O' levels paper. I won't give up. Failure is bullshit, Success is everything. I realised somethings in life, that we take for granted and that some things we just don't deserve. 'O' level is the shit and I'm gonna go as far as a Bachelor/Degree in life. I know what I want and I will achieve it. I swear.

I'll stop drinking. I promise. I belief I can and I will.
I'm telling you something. I'm a changed person. I'm on studymode now and I will continue. I wanted to use the word hope and I just remembered the trainer said the word "hope" is only for the "hope"less. True. Amazingly true.



Shafiq Ally. Rest in peace. Where-ever you go, I wish you all the best. Thanks for everything. You showed and taught me values in life I knew I couldn't get from anywhere else except from your own mouth. You made an impact on my life. I'm sorry I didn't give in my 100 % to you. I regret, much. Since your gone, I just want you to know, I still love you alot. I will never forget you ever.

"My love for her, is just a waste. It's much true though.

What could i do. Both of eu guys are already a pair. *Sigh Sigh Sigh* Delete my pictures okay? Your love for me has faded. It's now onto Najib. Save it for him.

ally ethens star.
ps: i still do love u. "

It's a waste I agree but the feelings still there. We're a pair. I won't delete your pictures, it will remain in my psp forever. My love for you is still there. Sure it's now onto Najib and I will take care of him since you want to me.
PS: I still do love you too
22nd Feb 08. <3

Thank you Azmir Danial Iskandar for being here with me right now, this very second. I apprecite it alot. <3

To TWL-KHAIRUL AKA ARSHANTI
Like I already figured. -shrugs-
It's pretty obvious isn't it? Well, what a coward. Seriously.
This now then proves to everyone, I'm just way better than you.

I fucking have fucking high self-esteem unlike you.
I pity you alot. (: Go eat medication. Maybe that will make you feel way way better.
And no, lawyers can't be bothered to go fucking sue me on the sentences before me. To hell with you. *rollseyes like I will always do* :D

and yes I love my mama. Wooohoooooooo.
Mum hugged me for the first time ever, ever since I was a teenager. It felt great. I felt loved.
Thanks to friends too okay.

Thanks to Leroy, Melvin and Andrea. Without you people, I wouldn't be who I am now. I love you 3 people + Sly who plays great music.

3 days, chaotic enough.

Tomorrow, total enjoyment with boyfriend and myself.
Last time I'm drinking.
2nd month anni. I couldn't get happier. I love you Najib. (:

My arm's sore. At least I knew I held that damn paper for 1hr and I didn't give up. {:

Yeah. I'm tired.
See you all around.

Ciao. <333

11:54 PM| back to top

HELLOO D:

Well. I'm feeling really really sad right now. No mood to blog basically. I'm just blogging cos I want to.

3 days of Motivation Workshop is super great. I learnt alot from it. "I am gifted, so are you". Yeah I am. I got the skills, I got the brains I got the time and yeah I got everything now. I just now need to apply it all to my 'O' levels paper. I won't give up. Failure is bullshit, Success is everything. I realised somethings in life, that we take for granted and that some things we just don't deserve. 'O' level is the shit and I'm gonna go as far as a Bachelor/Degree in life. I know what I want and I will achieve it. I swear.

I'll stop drinking. I promise. I belief I can and I will.
I'm telling you something. I'm a changed person. I'm on studymode now and I will continue. I wanted to use the word hope and I just remembered the trainer said the word "hope" is only for the "hope"less. True. Amazingly true.



Shafiq Ally. Rest in peace. Where-ever you go, I wish you all the best. Thanks for everything. You showed and taught me values in life I knew I couldn't get from anywhere else except from your own mouth. You made an impact on my life. I'm sorry I didn't give in my 100 % to you. I regret, much. Since your gone, I just want you to know, I still love you alot. I will never forget you ever.

"My love for her, is just a waste. It's much true though.

What could i do. Both of eu guys are already a pair. *Sigh Sigh Sigh* Delete my pictures okay? Your love for me has faded. It's now onto Najib. Save it for him.

ally ethens star.
ps: i still do love u. "

It's a waste I agree but the feelings still there. We're a pair. I won't delete your pictures, it will remain in my psp forever. My love for you is still there. Sure it's now onto Najib and I will take care of him since you want to me.
PS: I still do love you too
22nd Feb 08. <3

Thank you Azmir Danial Iskandar for being here with me right now, this very second. I apprecite it alot. <3

To TWL-KHAIRUL AKA ARSHANTI
Like I already figured. -shrugs-
It's pretty obvious isn't it? Well, what a coward. Seriously.
This now then proves to everyone, I'm just way better than you.

I fucking have fucking high self-esteem unlike you.
I pity you alot. (: Go eat medication. Maybe that will make you feel way way better.
And no, lawyers can't be bothered to go fucking sue me on the sentences before me. To hell with you. *rollseyes like I will always do* :D

and yes I love my mama. Wooohoooooooo.
Mum hugged me for the first time ever, ever since I was a teenager. It felt great. I felt loved.
Thanks to friends too okay.

Thanks to Leroy, Melvin and Andrea. Without you people, I wouldn't be who I am now. I love you 3 people + Sly who plays great music.

3 days, chaotic enough.

Tomorrow, total enjoyment with boyfriend and myself.
Last time I'm drinking.
2nd month anni. I couldn't get happier. I love you Najib. (:

My arm's sore. At least I knew I held that damn paper for 1hr and I didn't give up. {:

Yeah. I'm tired.
See you all around.

Ciao. <333

11:54 PM| back to top

HELLOO D:

Well. I'm feeling really really sad right now. No mood to blog basically. I'm just blogging cos I want to.

3 days of Motivation Workshop is super great. I learnt alot from it. "I am gifted, so are you". Yeah I am. I got the skills, I got the brains I got the time and yeah I got everything now. I just now need to apply it all to my 'O' levels paper. I won't give up. Failure is bullshit, Success is everything. I realised somethings in life, that we take for granted and that some things we just don't deserve. 'O' level is the shit and I'm gonna go as far as a Bachelor/Degree in life. I know what I want and I will achieve it. I swear.

I'll stop drinking. I promise. I belief I can and I will.
I'm telling you something. I'm a changed person. I'm on studymode now and I will continue. I wanted to use the word hope and I just remembered the trainer said the word "hope" is only for the "hope"less. True. Amazingly true.



Shafiq Ally. Rest in peace. Where-ever you go, I wish you all the best. Thanks for everything. You showed and taught me values in life I knew I couldn't get from anywhere else except from your own mouth. You made an impact on my life. I'm sorry I didn't give in my 100 % to you. I regret, much. Since your gone, I just want you to know, I still love you alot. I will never forget you ever.

"My love for her, is just a waste. It's much true though.

What could i do. Both of eu guys are already a pair. *Sigh Sigh Sigh* Delete my pictures okay? Your love for me has faded. It's now onto Najib. Save it for him.

ally ethens star.
ps: i still do love u. "

It's a waste I agree but the feelings still there. We're a pair. I won't delete your pictures, it will remain in my psp forever. My love for you is still there. Sure it's now onto Najib and I will take care of him since you want to me.
PS: I still do love you too
22nd Feb 08. <3

Thank you Azmir Danial Iskandar for being here with me right now, this very second. I apprecite it alot. <3

To TWL-KHAIRUL AKA ARSHANTI
Like I already figured. -shrugs-
It's pretty obvious isn't it? Well, what a coward. Seriously.
This now then proves to everyone, I'm just way better than you.

I fucking have fucking high self-esteem unlike you.
I pity you alot. (: Go eat medication. Maybe that will make you feel way way better.
And no, lawyers can't be bothered to go fucking sue me on the sentences before me. To hell with you. *rollseyes like I will always do* :D

and yes I love my mama. Wooohoooooooo.
Mum hugged me for the first time ever, ever since I was a teenager. It felt great. I felt loved.
Thanks to friends too okay.

Thanks to Leroy, Melvin and Andrea. Without you people, I wouldn't be who I am now. I love you 3 people + Sly who plays great music.

3 days, chaotic enough.

Tomorrow, total enjoyment with boyfriend and myself.
Last time I'm drinking.
2nd month anni. I couldn't get happier. I love you Najib. (:

My arm's sore. At least I knew I held that damn paper for 1hr and I didn't give up. {:

Yeah. I'm tired.
See you all around.

Ciao. <333

11:54 PM| back to top