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Sunday, May 6, 2007
Blogger's gay on me tonight. ;D
I shall blog. I don't feel as good. Went out with boyfie today. HAH, I miss him soo much can? I was glad. I really was. Walked around town, nothing special really. Town is soo the same old town. Kids kept pastering me to go to the National Library. So since, we don't know where else to go, I thought boyfie didn't mind coming along. So yeah, we went. Boyfie saw them and just walked away. Bad sign. Indeed. I assured boyfie that there were nice people. They are afterall my friends. aL seemed quiet most of the time. When we left, i kept asking whether he was alright or not. Why? Cos I care. But what, you don't even bother to freaking reply me. Fine. Kids were asking me why you were soo quiet and stuff. Idk. Idk really. I got worried. Back in the library, you talked. You don't know how much better I felt. For then I knew you were okay. I'm sorry I made you starve. =\ hey, i did offer okay. lalalala. Maybe as you said, my friends arn't your cup of tea. But there are to me. I mean, you know, you just met them. Maybe you don't like them. Telling me you think they speak too much malay, one walk like that, one gay. Whatever to those. They are still my friends A friend asked, if my boyfriend and friend(s) are drowning. Who would I save first? Indeed, I would save my friend(s). Cos why, I know at least one, would still be there for me when I need them. Boyfriend? Can just leave me anytime and not come back. As they say, friends forever. It even took me sometime to get used to them. Even if they are not my type of friends. They will eventually grow to be one of mine. If you felt uncomfortable, you could have just told me. I wouldn't mind. I kept asking. You just refuse to answer me back. Be thankful for those days which I spent with you. I'm getting occupied. I don't even have time for school friends. I have to equal myself out. It's not everyday I can just go out and have fun. If only I could clone myself.. You just don't know how much I love you. I just cried typing all this alone. Just thinking about it, hurts. I don't know what you want more. Maybe we just should go out alone, together if that's what you want soo badly. The kiss on the escalator shows you that I care and did you even hear the last 3 words I say before the hug? PS; go love them, those Eunos girls. Go ahead. For all I care already. They are better, hyper and better than me what. Well, that's what I'm assuming. |